Nanny1:: Great Spirit guide us in the way of the open heart that we may know you in all moments of all life
Nanny1:: As we join together tonight to try to draw the two worlds a little closer together, we ask for you guidance and protection
Nanny1:: We ask our spirit guides and helpers to draw close and help as we work
Nanny1:: and pass any messages received in love, truth and honesty
Nanny1:: We are in your hands
Nanny1:: Amen
fran 20:: amen
LittleHealer66:: amen
Zandranna:: amen
Carly85:: amen
bracc1a:: amen
Nanny1:: Can anyone take a Victoria please?
fran 20:: no t me nan
LittleHealer66:: not me either
Zandranna:: not that i can think of at the moment nan
Carly85:: we cant
bracc1a:: nor me
Nanny1:: sure??
fran 20:: yep
LittleHealer66:: yes
Carly85:: cant think so
bracc1a:: not that i no of
Nanny1:: of all things to skow me, it's and old table with a greencheck tablecloth on
LittleHealer66:: no
Nanny1:: she links to Sheila?
LittleHealer66:: thats sunbow
LittleHealer66:: she's not here
Nanny1:: OH!!
Nanny1:: short sweet message anyway, as i've explained she's not here, i will post it so it can be copied for her
Nanny1:: she is not to worry about someone ill .....male with an R name ......as he's gonna be just fine ! .......that and her love was good enough for her
Nanny1:: i've let her go with our love
Nanny1:: i have a very cool energy with me now
Nanny1:: working on it
Nanny1:: ah cool hands and being shown a nurses uniform
fran 20:: k nan
Nanny1:: this is quite way back
fran 20:: anyone take someone who may have been a nurse
Zandranna:: k
Zandranna:: yes way back
fran 20:: me to
Carly85:: no
LittleHealer66:: my mil was a nurse but up until about 6 years ago..so not old enough
bracc1a:: no
Nanny1:: cos the surroundings she's showing me are very, very old-fashioned for a hospital
fran 20:: k
LittleHealer66:: hmmm don't know then
fran 20:: anything els Nan
Nanny1:: working on it ....difficult one
Nanny1:: i feel where she was a nurse was somewhere very hot perhaps
fran 20:: not mine then
Zandranna:: whouldnt be for me then
Nanny1:: because there are white sheets hung up and dripping everywhere
LittleHealer66:: hmm, don't think so for me either
Zandranna:: ah keep going nan
Nanny1:: oh no being tutted at
Nanny1:: it's not cos of heat it's disinfectant i'm told lol
LittleHealer66:: okayyy
fran 20:: k
LittleHealer66:: I still don't think mil would worry about it, so not me
fran 20:: tut back and tell her to make it clear
Nanny1:: that's to do with preventing the spread of onfection in those times she says
fran 20:: k
Nanny1:: (not that i really wanted to know that ......much prefer her name)
Nanny1:: she's very hoity-toity this lady, a bit of a perfectionist for sure
fran 20:: k
Nanny1:: she wants to do it her own way and will NOT give me her name !!!
Nanny1:: if no one's sure about her i'm gonna let her go i think
fran 20:: ask her for A name to connect to be firm
Zandranna:: if she turns out for me then she wouldnt give her name as she knows i dont remember it
Nanny1:: oh i have lol
Carly85:: pauls mums cousin was nurse
Nanny1:: oh i see
Zandranna:: but there are other things she coud tell
fran 20:: mine to Sand and Iknow names to connect to
Nanny1:: now she's showing me some sort of medal of which she is very proud
fran 20:: k
fran 20:: work with that
fran 20:: question her
Nanny1:: i feel she was perhaps a nurse within the forces
fran 20:: k
Zandranna:: not for me then
fran 20:: could be mine
Carly85:: no sorry
Nanny1:: yes that's right ....she's actually deigned to confirm that!
fran 20:: k ask her for name links
Nanny1:: i have and still am lol
fran 20:: be bossy I tought you well lol
bracc1a:: stuborn lady
Nanny1:: VERY !!!
Zandranna:: they are sometimes
Carly85:: or bad communcators
Zandranna:: true carly
fran 20:: if its the one im thinking of she is a very good communicator
fran 20:: or has been so it may not be her
Nanny1:: i'm truly struggling here
fran 20:: well im trying to help lol
Carly85:: us too
Nanny1:: i know bless ya
Nanny1:: nah ...i'm gonna let her go ..........struggling that hard just never works for me ! sorry folks!
fran 20:: k
Zandranna:: ok aud you did well with what you got
Carly85:: go wiv our love
bracc1a:: well done
Nanny1:: ty
Carly85:: paul sadi can any1 take a lady rushed into hospital giving birth?
fran 20:: Only thing I was picking up was Polish Link for someone
Zandranna:: ummmmm maybe fran
Nanny1:: sorry no to both
Zandranna:: no to carly
LadyPhoenix49:: well....
bracc1a:: no to both
fran 20:: no to carly
fran 20:: but this is Polish man
fran 20:: not woman
Zandranna:: ok fran, keep going
fran 20:: Lodged with someone and made home here in england
Zandranna:: if this is for me it will be very interesting
Zandranna:: yes to england
fran 20:: well he is saying thanks for the care and he has Family here
fran 20:: but was not from this country
Zandranna:: ummm, keep going
fran 20:: I feel HE IS WORKING HARD
Zandranna:: any chance you have a time link
fran 20:: war time
Zandranna:: ok good
fran 20:: see him in uniform and lots of Hut like buildings
Zandranna:: oh my, keep going
fran 20:: Calling Margaret and John I think
Zandranna:: yep
fran 20:: and saying thank's for the care and love he was shown
fran 20:: little man not very tall
Zandranna:: i wouldnt know his size
fran 20:: had sharp tongue
Zandranna:: although the size would make sence
fran 20:: struggled wit feelings and emotions
Zandranna:: i wouldnt know
fran 20:: bur was nice man and still has living family here
Zandranna:: lol
fran 20:: who he wants to remember him
Zandranna:: thats nicce
fran 20:: Talking about sowing ??
Zandranna:: oh gosh yes
fran 20:: heavy material
Zandranna:: yep
fran 20:: hands aching
Zandranna:: yep would do
fran 20:: thimble
Zandranna:: dont understand thimble
Zandranna:: sowing as in the ground yes
fran 20:: and realy old heavy machine
Zandranna:: yep
fran 20:: pulling
fran 20:: hard work
Zandranna:: im so hoping he will tell you one specific thing
fran 20:: Grandad to someone
fran 20:: is all i get
Carly85:: u done good
Zandranna:: do you want me to enlighten you now
bracc1a:: please
fran 20:: if u want hun
Zandranna:: there was always secrecy as to who my father was, my mother told me porkies for years, and then one day when i was 15 she told me someone who had never been mentioned as my father before. when i told my dad he said rubbish your father was a pole, who helped build the prefabs after the war
Carly85:: lol
Zandranna:: we were living in a prefab, and my mother made a friend of him while he was still working on others on the estate
Nanny1:: wow sand
Zandranna:: yes, makes me wonder lol
fran 20:: oh well done
fran 20:: so he is grandad then
Zandranna:: its something i will never know the truth of
fran 20:: well he was nice
Nanny1:: well now u know some of it
Zandranna:: yes he is a granddad and he has family here if i am his daughter
fran 20:: why didnt he just say that
bracc1a:: wow
Carly85:: lol
Zandranna:: and him being small would make sense because i am shorter than mum which means my father had to be short
fran 20:: but it was like prefab huts he showed me
Zandranna:: yep thats right
fran 20:: and polish unuform
Nanny1:: mebbe now he's "broke the ice" he'll come again sand
Zandranna:: well he was originally a pow here but after the war he stayed on
fran 20:: hope so he was ok to work with
Zandranna:: wonderful
LadyPhoenix49:: yes, good work Fran......
Nanny1:: while you were reading fran i heard the name Stanislaw very clear !!??
Carly85:: vgood
fran 20:: good nan
fran 20:: I just had Margaret and John
Nanny1:: dunno if that woz linking to you or him or both !!
Zandranna:: margaret is mum and john her brother
Zandranna:: unless his name was john i never knew his name
fran 20:: I know Margaret but not John
Zandranna:: mum clammed up if i mentioned this pole lol
Nanny1:: well we could defo do wiv an appearance from Margaret now lol
fran 20:: wonder if he knew them both
Zandranna:: its possible fran
fran 20:: is your John living or in spirit sand
Zandranna:: in spirit fran
fran 20:: maybe confirming that for you then
Zandranna:: could be
fran 20:: sorry I didnt get more
Zandranna:: what you got was brill
Zandranna:: especially picking up on the prefabs
fran 20:: yw
Nanny1:: great stuff fran xx
Carly85:: good good
Zandranna:: dont forget they were brought in in peices and needed heavy lifting equipment
fran 20:: now go get Margaret nan
Zandranna:: lol
Nanny1:: lolol
Nanny1:: i can try
Zandranna:: yes i wonder if she would confirm the pole lol
fran 20:: were they Sand
Zandranna:: i will send her a thought
fran 20:: me to
fran 20:: wonder who he lodged with
fran 20:: cos they were good to him
Zandranna:: well its possible he did lodge with mum, i know he was in and out of the prefab for tea and dinner etc
Zandranna:: mum was a marebag for clamming up on me lol
Nanny1:: someone's making me feel sick
fran 20:: well one day you may find out
fran 20:: k nan
Zandranna:: one day maybe
Carly85:: yeah,
fran 20:: I hope so
Zandranna:: ill know when i pass over if i dont before lol
Nanny1:: true
fran 20:: you will indeed
Carly85:: lol
fran 20:: I need to get more water
Nanny1:: i have a name very loud and very clear
Nanny1:: Stanislaw Petrowski
Nanny1:: omg
Nanny1:: i'm just double-checking here
Zandranna:: ive just put that in the search engine and both names are polish
fran 20:: yes they are
Nanny1:: margaret has turned up loud and clear as usual
fran 20:: oh good
Zandranna:: great
Nanny1:: however, she's not her usual chirpy self
Zandranna:: opps
Nanny1:: in fact it was her that was making me feel sick
bracc1a:: nice
Nanny1:: because she feels sick
Nanny1:: and lover her she's upset
Zandranna:: silly woman she knows it dont bother me,
Nanny1:: omg
Nanny1:: sand she is asking your forgiveness for never telling you the truth
Nanny1:: she could never bring herself to put it right
Zandranna:: silly marebag
Nanny1:: she didn't want you to think badly of her
Zandranna:: yep i know
Nanny1:: or be ashamed of her
Zandranna:: i never was,
Nanny1:: as she felt you would think her a hypocrite because of the way she brought you up
Zandranna:: i do understand how she felt in those days, i always did
Nanny1:: she's calming down a little now
Zandranna:: good love her heart
Nanny1:: she was simply trying to put her own past and her own shame behind her
Zandranna:: she had nought to be ashamed of in my eyes
Nanny1:: maybe not in yours dear girlie but i did in the eyes of many others
Zandranna:: that was probably true, her family were always hypocrites
Nanny1:: i lied to you to protect myself
Nanny1:: that was very wrong of me i see that now
Nanny1:: it was your right to know the truth
Zandranna:: it wasn't wrong because it did me no harm
Nanny1:: and i denied you that truth
Nanny1:: but i always felt that it must do somehow
Nanny1:: and my punishment has been to carry the burden of knowing that
Zandranna:: only because i disliked intensely the chap i was told was my father
Nanny1:: (huge sighs of relief here !!!)
Zandranna:: lol. i love her too much to judge her, she was a great mother,
fran 20:: im sure
Nanny1:: she is settling right down now
fran 20:: and also he was a nice man it was just Circumstances
Zandranna:: im pleased about that
Nanny1:: i can actually feel her feeling better
Zandranna:: yep fran. its nice to know he was nice although my dad always said he was
Nanny1:: sand did she ever apologise to you for anything ?
Zandranna:: dad being the man i called dad all my life not the man i thought was my father
Zandranna:: not that i remember nan
fran 20:: I just felt they needed you to know and he wants his Family to know of him
Nanny1:: that's wot thought she said ty
Nanny1:: yes got it now
Zandranna:: thats nice fran, its great he came through for me
Nanny1:: she never apologised to you for anything in life
fran 20:: Im happy he chose me
Zandranna:: lol. well i wasnt going to say that nan lol
Nanny1:: but she wants and needs to apologise to you for not having been truthful
Zandranna:: not that she did anything to appologse for
Zandranna:: thanks nan
Nanny1:: i've told her you've said it doesn't matter because you were a good mother
Nanny1:: and she is overjoyed
Nanny1:: and i feel HUGE great waves of love for you
Zandranna:: good, because it truely doesnt matter, its never been an issue with me
Zandranna:: thank you nan
Nanny1:: why ever didn't i tell her she says
Zandranna:: well she was daft because i would have understood and i even asked her outright once lol
Zandranna:: cowbag lied to me lol
Nanny1:: i've told her we understand her reasons and she says bless you !!
Zandranna:: thank you
Nanny1:: yes i did lie and i'm so sorry
Zandranna:: well im sending her love as we speak
Nanny1:: oh she wants to change the subject !!!!!!
Nanny1:: (not surprising)
Zandranna:: lol
Nanny1:: who's broken something today?
Zandranna:: cant think of anything
Nanny1:: something china
Nanny1:: and hidden the evidence !!
Zandranna:: i cant think of anything nan
Nanny1:: she's chuckling and says you'll soon find out !
Zandranna:: ive just asked aimee
Zandranna:: she hasnt broken anything
Nanny1:: well i can only tell you that she's repeated you'll soon find out !
Zandranna:: ok it might be jess i will ask tomoz
Zandranna:: she would hide the evidence lol
Nanny1:: mebbe then lol
Nanny1:: she is fading now sand
Zandranna:: ok thank you nan,
fran 20:: well done Nan
Nanny1:: she wants me to pass her love to all her girls as always
Carly85:: That was really good!
bracc1a:: well done
Zandranna:: i will do that nan
Zandranna:: you did so well and so did fran
Nanny1:: she is so thankful for your forgiveness it means so much to her
Carly85:: you all did good
Nanny1:: i'll leave her love with you sand
Zandranna:: thank you
This was asked a little way back:-
Carly85:: paul sadi can any1 take a lady rushed into hospital giving birth?
Nanny1:: paul did u get any more on the rush to hospital one?
Carly85:: he sadi he let the link go......
Carly85:: he sadi all he felt that someone lost a baby at birth maybe a boy maybe a name david
Nanny1:: awwww cos u know sue said well............... ? her daughter is due to have a babby very soon!
Carly85:: welsh connection
Nanny1:: omg hope it wasn't hers then
Carly85:: me tooo....
Carly85:: in the past he said
Nanny1:: oh that's good then !
Carly85:: yeah! dont want that
Nanny1:: oh blooming heck .......that could be mine !!
Carly85:: ?
Carly85:: did it dye at birth
Carly85:: die
Carly85:: sorry
Nanny1:: not certain ....long time back ......don't think it went full term ...............but my sis-in-law had to give birth
Nanny1:: and it was a boy and she was gonna call him david
Carly85:: paul said he felt full time and alot of blood
Nanny1:: i'm not sure hun ...........this was about 30 years ago !
Carly85:: did they give him a burryal
Carly85:: he said he saw it,
Nanny1:: no ...............so not for me then ........ty
Carly85:: sorry bout spelling
Nanny1:: don't worry !
Carly85:: ow well...never mind
Nanny1:: no neh mind
Carly85:: you done good though
Carly85:: i picked up the same man earlier
Zandranna:: what same man carly
Carly85:: a short man
Nanny1:: did u pick up on the polish man carly?
Zandranna:: i was just going to ask that nan
Nanny1:: lol
Carly85:: i think i duno i saw a small man about here
Carly85:: he had dark hair
Carly85:: ans was seperated and wet or slick back i think
Carly85:: and
Zandranna:: they did that in those days
Zandranna:: slicked their hair back
Carly85:: i not too good on history thats pauls side
Carly85:: got a size 8 foot duno if its hes or not
Nanny1:: neh mind u just go for it !
Carly85:: did he like dancing?
Zandranna:: well mum did so maybe they went dancing,
Carly85:: is it the fast step or sumthing re really going at it
Zandranna:: i dont know much about him, only that he is polish and what he was doing in this country
Zandranna:: quick step
Carly85:: mite be lol
Carly85:: do you know anyone that got claw toes
Carly85:: really bend over
Carly85:: scrunced
Zandranna:: male of female
Zandranna:: or
Carly85:: i did fell a lady
Carly85:: feel sorry
Zandranna:: i cant think of anyone
Carly85:: see thats my problem i question
Nanny1:: naughty
Carly85:: i no soz nan
Zandranna:: just let it flow and dont think about what you are getting
Nanny1:: you know the rule give what you're given !!!!!! lol
Zandranna:: jsut give it
Nanny1:: lol we all do it !!!
Carly85:: duno if same link i getting a man doing crosswords
Zandranna:: yes keep going
Carly85:: biteing pen
Carly85:: he would pace up and down when thinking
Zandranna:: k
Carly85:: somone that maybe a time keeper keeps looking at a glod pocket watch
Carly85:: maybe sum thing ingrave don it
Zandranna:: not sure about that
Carly85:: ahh i duno
Carly85:: i gona hit the sack i tired
Carly85:: soz
Zandranna:: can take crosswords and not so much pacing when thinking but making cups of tea when stuck on crossword
Nanny1:: awwwwww
Carly85:: will have to keep practing
Zandranna:: not to worry you did well
Carly85:: ty
Nanny1:: yes you did
Carly85:: you di too
Nanny1:: ty
Nanny1:: As we join together tonight to try to draw the two worlds a little closer together, we ask for you guidance and protection
Nanny1:: We ask our spirit guides and helpers to draw close and help as we work
Nanny1:: and pass any messages received in love, truth and honesty
Nanny1:: We are in your hands
Nanny1:: Amen
fran 20:: amen
LittleHealer66:: amen
Zandranna:: amen
Carly85:: amen
bracc1a:: amen
Nanny1:: Can anyone take a Victoria please?
fran 20:: no t me nan
LittleHealer66:: not me either
Zandranna:: not that i can think of at the moment nan
Carly85:: we cant
bracc1a:: nor me
Nanny1:: sure??
fran 20:: yep
LittleHealer66:: yes
Carly85:: cant think so
bracc1a:: not that i no of
Nanny1:: of all things to skow me, it's and old table with a greencheck tablecloth on
LittleHealer66:: no
Nanny1:: she links to Sheila?
LittleHealer66:: thats sunbow
LittleHealer66:: she's not here
Nanny1:: OH!!
Nanny1:: short sweet message anyway, as i've explained she's not here, i will post it so it can be copied for her
Nanny1:: she is not to worry about someone ill .....male with an R name ......as he's gonna be just fine ! .......that and her love was good enough for her
Nanny1:: i've let her go with our love
Nanny1:: i have a very cool energy with me now
Nanny1:: working on it
Nanny1:: ah cool hands and being shown a nurses uniform
fran 20:: k nan
Nanny1:: this is quite way back
fran 20:: anyone take someone who may have been a nurse
Zandranna:: k
Zandranna:: yes way back
fran 20:: me to
Carly85:: no
LittleHealer66:: my mil was a nurse but up until about 6 years ago..so not old enough
bracc1a:: no
Nanny1:: cos the surroundings she's showing me are very, very old-fashioned for a hospital
fran 20:: k
LittleHealer66:: hmmm don't know then
fran 20:: anything els Nan
Nanny1:: working on it ....difficult one
Nanny1:: i feel where she was a nurse was somewhere very hot perhaps
fran 20:: not mine then
Zandranna:: whouldnt be for me then
Nanny1:: because there are white sheets hung up and dripping everywhere
LittleHealer66:: hmm, don't think so for me either
Zandranna:: ah keep going nan
Nanny1:: oh no being tutted at
Nanny1:: it's not cos of heat it's disinfectant i'm told lol
LittleHealer66:: okayyy
fran 20:: k
LittleHealer66:: I still don't think mil would worry about it, so not me
fran 20:: tut back and tell her to make it clear
Nanny1:: that's to do with preventing the spread of onfection in those times she says
fran 20:: k
Nanny1:: (not that i really wanted to know that ......much prefer her name)
Nanny1:: she's very hoity-toity this lady, a bit of a perfectionist for sure
fran 20:: k
Nanny1:: she wants to do it her own way and will NOT give me her name !!!
Nanny1:: if no one's sure about her i'm gonna let her go i think
fran 20:: ask her for A name to connect to be firm
Zandranna:: if she turns out for me then she wouldnt give her name as she knows i dont remember it
Nanny1:: oh i have lol
Carly85:: pauls mums cousin was nurse
Nanny1:: oh i see
Zandranna:: but there are other things she coud tell
fran 20:: mine to Sand and Iknow names to connect to
Nanny1:: now she's showing me some sort of medal of which she is very proud
fran 20:: k
fran 20:: work with that
fran 20:: question her
Nanny1:: i feel she was perhaps a nurse within the forces
fran 20:: k
Zandranna:: not for me then
fran 20:: could be mine
Carly85:: no sorry
Nanny1:: yes that's right ....she's actually deigned to confirm that!
fran 20:: k ask her for name links
Nanny1:: i have and still am lol
fran 20:: be bossy I tought you well lol
bracc1a:: stuborn lady
Nanny1:: VERY !!!
Zandranna:: they are sometimes
Carly85:: or bad communcators
Zandranna:: true carly
fran 20:: if its the one im thinking of she is a very good communicator
fran 20:: or has been so it may not be her
Nanny1:: i'm truly struggling here
fran 20:: well im trying to help lol
Carly85:: us too
Nanny1:: i know bless ya
Nanny1:: nah ...i'm gonna let her go ..........struggling that hard just never works for me ! sorry folks!
fran 20:: k
Zandranna:: ok aud you did well with what you got
Carly85:: go wiv our love
bracc1a:: well done
Nanny1:: ty
Carly85:: paul sadi can any1 take a lady rushed into hospital giving birth?
fran 20:: Only thing I was picking up was Polish Link for someone
Zandranna:: ummmmm maybe fran
Nanny1:: sorry no to both
Zandranna:: no to carly
LadyPhoenix49:: well....
bracc1a:: no to both
fran 20:: no to carly
fran 20:: but this is Polish man
fran 20:: not woman
Zandranna:: ok fran, keep going
fran 20:: Lodged with someone and made home here in england
Zandranna:: if this is for me it will be very interesting
Zandranna:: yes to england
fran 20:: well he is saying thanks for the care and he has Family here
fran 20:: but was not from this country
Zandranna:: ummm, keep going
fran 20:: I feel HE IS WORKING HARD
Zandranna:: any chance you have a time link
fran 20:: war time
Zandranna:: ok good
fran 20:: see him in uniform and lots of Hut like buildings
Zandranna:: oh my, keep going
fran 20:: Calling Margaret and John I think
Zandranna:: yep
fran 20:: and saying thank's for the care and love he was shown
fran 20:: little man not very tall
Zandranna:: i wouldnt know his size
fran 20:: had sharp tongue
Zandranna:: although the size would make sence
fran 20:: struggled wit feelings and emotions
Zandranna:: i wouldnt know
fran 20:: bur was nice man and still has living family here
Zandranna:: lol
fran 20:: who he wants to remember him
Zandranna:: thats nicce
fran 20:: Talking about sowing ??
Zandranna:: oh gosh yes
fran 20:: heavy material
Zandranna:: yep
fran 20:: hands aching
Zandranna:: yep would do
fran 20:: thimble
Zandranna:: dont understand thimble
Zandranna:: sowing as in the ground yes
fran 20:: and realy old heavy machine
Zandranna:: yep
fran 20:: pulling
fran 20:: hard work
Zandranna:: im so hoping he will tell you one specific thing
fran 20:: Grandad to someone
fran 20:: is all i get
Carly85:: u done good
Zandranna:: do you want me to enlighten you now
bracc1a:: please
fran 20:: if u want hun
Zandranna:: there was always secrecy as to who my father was, my mother told me porkies for years, and then one day when i was 15 she told me someone who had never been mentioned as my father before. when i told my dad he said rubbish your father was a pole, who helped build the prefabs after the war
Carly85:: lol
Zandranna:: we were living in a prefab, and my mother made a friend of him while he was still working on others on the estate
Nanny1:: wow sand
Zandranna:: yes, makes me wonder lol
fran 20:: oh well done
fran 20:: so he is grandad then
Zandranna:: its something i will never know the truth of
fran 20:: well he was nice
Nanny1:: well now u know some of it
Zandranna:: yes he is a granddad and he has family here if i am his daughter
fran 20:: why didnt he just say that
bracc1a:: wow
Carly85:: lol
Zandranna:: and him being small would make sense because i am shorter than mum which means my father had to be short
fran 20:: but it was like prefab huts he showed me
Zandranna:: yep thats right
fran 20:: and polish unuform
Nanny1:: mebbe now he's "broke the ice" he'll come again sand
Zandranna:: well he was originally a pow here but after the war he stayed on
fran 20:: hope so he was ok to work with
Zandranna:: wonderful
LadyPhoenix49:: yes, good work Fran......
Nanny1:: while you were reading fran i heard the name Stanislaw very clear !!??
Carly85:: vgood
fran 20:: good nan
fran 20:: I just had Margaret and John
Nanny1:: dunno if that woz linking to you or him or both !!
Zandranna:: margaret is mum and john her brother
Zandranna:: unless his name was john i never knew his name
fran 20:: I know Margaret but not John
Zandranna:: mum clammed up if i mentioned this pole lol
Nanny1:: well we could defo do wiv an appearance from Margaret now lol
fran 20:: wonder if he knew them both
Zandranna:: its possible fran
fran 20:: is your John living or in spirit sand
Zandranna:: in spirit fran
fran 20:: maybe confirming that for you then
Zandranna:: could be
fran 20:: sorry I didnt get more
Zandranna:: what you got was brill
Zandranna:: especially picking up on the prefabs
fran 20:: yw
Nanny1:: great stuff fran xx
Carly85:: good good
Zandranna:: dont forget they were brought in in peices and needed heavy lifting equipment
fran 20:: now go get Margaret nan
Zandranna:: lol
Nanny1:: lolol
Nanny1:: i can try
Zandranna:: yes i wonder if she would confirm the pole lol
fran 20:: were they Sand
Zandranna:: i will send her a thought
fran 20:: me to
fran 20:: wonder who he lodged with
fran 20:: cos they were good to him
Zandranna:: well its possible he did lodge with mum, i know he was in and out of the prefab for tea and dinner etc
Zandranna:: mum was a marebag for clamming up on me lol
Nanny1:: someone's making me feel sick
fran 20:: well one day you may find out
fran 20:: k nan
Zandranna:: one day maybe
Carly85:: yeah,
fran 20:: I hope so
Zandranna:: ill know when i pass over if i dont before lol
Nanny1:: true
fran 20:: you will indeed
Carly85:: lol
fran 20:: I need to get more water
Nanny1:: i have a name very loud and very clear
Nanny1:: Stanislaw Petrowski
Nanny1:: omg
Nanny1:: i'm just double-checking here
Zandranna:: ive just put that in the search engine and both names are polish
fran 20:: yes they are
Nanny1:: margaret has turned up loud and clear as usual
fran 20:: oh good
Zandranna:: great
Nanny1:: however, she's not her usual chirpy self
Zandranna:: opps
Nanny1:: in fact it was her that was making me feel sick
bracc1a:: nice
Nanny1:: because she feels sick
Nanny1:: and lover her she's upset
Zandranna:: silly woman she knows it dont bother me,
Nanny1:: omg
Nanny1:: sand she is asking your forgiveness for never telling you the truth
Nanny1:: she could never bring herself to put it right
Zandranna:: silly marebag
Nanny1:: she didn't want you to think badly of her
Zandranna:: yep i know
Nanny1:: or be ashamed of her
Zandranna:: i never was,
Nanny1:: as she felt you would think her a hypocrite because of the way she brought you up
Zandranna:: i do understand how she felt in those days, i always did
Nanny1:: she's calming down a little now
Zandranna:: good love her heart
Nanny1:: she was simply trying to put her own past and her own shame behind her
Zandranna:: she had nought to be ashamed of in my eyes
Nanny1:: maybe not in yours dear girlie but i did in the eyes of many others
Zandranna:: that was probably true, her family were always hypocrites
Nanny1:: i lied to you to protect myself
Nanny1:: that was very wrong of me i see that now
Nanny1:: it was your right to know the truth
Zandranna:: it wasn't wrong because it did me no harm
Nanny1:: and i denied you that truth
Nanny1:: but i always felt that it must do somehow
Nanny1:: and my punishment has been to carry the burden of knowing that
Zandranna:: only because i disliked intensely the chap i was told was my father
Nanny1:: (huge sighs of relief here !!!)
Zandranna:: lol. i love her too much to judge her, she was a great mother,
fran 20:: im sure
Nanny1:: she is settling right down now
fran 20:: and also he was a nice man it was just Circumstances
Zandranna:: im pleased about that
Nanny1:: i can actually feel her feeling better
Zandranna:: yep fran. its nice to know he was nice although my dad always said he was
Nanny1:: sand did she ever apologise to you for anything ?
Zandranna:: dad being the man i called dad all my life not the man i thought was my father
Zandranna:: not that i remember nan
fran 20:: I just felt they needed you to know and he wants his Family to know of him
Nanny1:: that's wot thought she said ty
Nanny1:: yes got it now
Zandranna:: thats nice fran, its great he came through for me
Nanny1:: she never apologised to you for anything in life
fran 20:: Im happy he chose me
Zandranna:: lol. well i wasnt going to say that nan lol
Nanny1:: but she wants and needs to apologise to you for not having been truthful
Zandranna:: not that she did anything to appologse for
Zandranna:: thanks nan
Nanny1:: i've told her you've said it doesn't matter because you were a good mother
Nanny1:: and she is overjoyed
Nanny1:: and i feel HUGE great waves of love for you
Zandranna:: good, because it truely doesnt matter, its never been an issue with me
Zandranna:: thank you nan
Nanny1:: why ever didn't i tell her she says
Zandranna:: well she was daft because i would have understood and i even asked her outright once lol
Zandranna:: cowbag lied to me lol
Nanny1:: i've told her we understand her reasons and she says bless you !!
Zandranna:: thank you
Nanny1:: yes i did lie and i'm so sorry
Zandranna:: well im sending her love as we speak
Nanny1:: oh she wants to change the subject !!!!!!
Nanny1:: (not surprising)
Zandranna:: lol
Nanny1:: who's broken something today?
Zandranna:: cant think of anything
Nanny1:: something china
Nanny1:: and hidden the evidence !!
Zandranna:: i cant think of anything nan
Nanny1:: she's chuckling and says you'll soon find out !
Zandranna:: ive just asked aimee
Zandranna:: she hasnt broken anything
Nanny1:: well i can only tell you that she's repeated you'll soon find out !
Zandranna:: ok it might be jess i will ask tomoz
Zandranna:: she would hide the evidence lol
Nanny1:: mebbe then lol
Nanny1:: she is fading now sand
Zandranna:: ok thank you nan,
fran 20:: well done Nan
Nanny1:: she wants me to pass her love to all her girls as always
Carly85:: That was really good!
bracc1a:: well done
Zandranna:: i will do that nan
Zandranna:: you did so well and so did fran
Nanny1:: she is so thankful for your forgiveness it means so much to her
Carly85:: you all did good
Nanny1:: i'll leave her love with you sand
Zandranna:: thank you
This was asked a little way back:-
Carly85:: paul sadi can any1 take a lady rushed into hospital giving birth?
Nanny1:: paul did u get any more on the rush to hospital one?
Carly85:: he sadi he let the link go......
Carly85:: he sadi all he felt that someone lost a baby at birth maybe a boy maybe a name david
Nanny1:: awwww cos u know sue said well............... ? her daughter is due to have a babby very soon!
Carly85:: welsh connection
Nanny1:: omg hope it wasn't hers then
Carly85:: me tooo....
Carly85:: in the past he said
Nanny1:: oh that's good then !
Carly85:: yeah! dont want that
Nanny1:: oh blooming heck .......that could be mine !!
Carly85:: ?
Carly85:: did it dye at birth
Carly85:: die
Carly85:: sorry
Nanny1:: not certain ....long time back ......don't think it went full term ...............but my sis-in-law had to give birth
Nanny1:: and it was a boy and she was gonna call him david
Carly85:: paul said he felt full time and alot of blood
Nanny1:: i'm not sure hun ...........this was about 30 years ago !
Carly85:: did they give him a burryal
Carly85:: he said he saw it,
Nanny1:: no ...............so not for me then ........ty
Carly85:: sorry bout spelling
Nanny1:: don't worry !
Carly85:: ow well...never mind
Nanny1:: no neh mind
Carly85:: you done good though
Carly85:: i picked up the same man earlier
Zandranna:: what same man carly
Carly85:: a short man
Nanny1:: did u pick up on the polish man carly?
Zandranna:: i was just going to ask that nan
Nanny1:: lol
Carly85:: i think i duno i saw a small man about here
Carly85:: he had dark hair
Carly85:: ans was seperated and wet or slick back i think
Carly85:: and
Zandranna:: they did that in those days
Zandranna:: slicked their hair back
Carly85:: i not too good on history thats pauls side
Carly85:: got a size 8 foot duno if its hes or not
Nanny1:: neh mind u just go for it !
Carly85:: did he like dancing?
Zandranna:: well mum did so maybe they went dancing,
Carly85:: is it the fast step or sumthing re really going at it
Zandranna:: i dont know much about him, only that he is polish and what he was doing in this country
Zandranna:: quick step
Carly85:: mite be lol
Carly85:: do you know anyone that got claw toes
Carly85:: really bend over
Carly85:: scrunced
Zandranna:: male of female
Zandranna:: or
Carly85:: i did fell a lady
Carly85:: feel sorry
Zandranna:: i cant think of anyone
Carly85:: see thats my problem i question
Nanny1:: naughty
Carly85:: i no soz nan
Zandranna:: just let it flow and dont think about what you are getting
Nanny1:: you know the rule give what you're given !!!!!! lol
Zandranna:: jsut give it
Nanny1:: lol we all do it !!!
Carly85:: duno if same link i getting a man doing crosswords
Zandranna:: yes keep going
Carly85:: biteing pen
Carly85:: he would pace up and down when thinking
Zandranna:: k
Carly85:: somone that maybe a time keeper keeps looking at a glod pocket watch
Carly85:: maybe sum thing ingrave don it
Zandranna:: not sure about that
Carly85:: ahh i duno
Carly85:: i gona hit the sack i tired
Carly85:: soz
Zandranna:: can take crosswords and not so much pacing when thinking but making cups of tea when stuck on crossword
Nanny1:: awwwwww
Carly85:: will have to keep practing
Zandranna:: not to worry you did well
Carly85:: ty
Nanny1:: yes you did
Carly85:: you di too
Nanny1:: ty
