ok first off i should let you know that my mum feels en realises a lot when it comes to 'the unseen'. when she was younger her mother, my grandmother,
drove about 10 miles on her biscle to a lake, because she had a strange feeling...and she arrived just
time to safe my mum from drowning at age 7 or so.
and a few years earlyer she crossed the road and almost gor hit by a car but she was stopped just time by a white being (guardian angel).
she just doent talk a lot about it, because she fears it a little.
last night we did talk about things like that... and she dicided to tell me the folowing;
when i was young, after bringing me to bed, my mum and my dad aswell used to open the door a few times to check if i was doing ok.
one night when i was about 6 years old, my mum decided that she wanted to see if i was sleeping ok...so she came downstairs and wanted to open my door.. but before she could even open it she heard noise... like people , arguing almost. she opened the door and saw about 8 tall figures my seemingly abou me and disagreeing... some where white..some where grayish/ blueish.. and the where around my bed while i was sleeping. discussing something aparently importand. my mu ofcourse a litle shocked thought very loudly her mind: BEAT IT!!!
and than they dissapeared. and i just kept sleeping.
she never saw anything like that ever again... but it sure was a pequillior experiance for her.
now i remember frtom about that same age..that one night i had a dream where i stopped breathing...i dreamt i was dying...my heart stopped...and than suddenly i wasnt anymore, and i was allive again. i was never all that convinced that this really was a dream... and i sometimes, today still, have a fear that my heart stops the middle of the night, and that i dont wake up.
now for some reason, whenever that fear came over me/ comes over me, i feel like being close to my mum...as if it wont happen than...
when i was 6, and i went to school... i changed. i went from an always open, very intuiitive, very touch with spirit, always touch with pervious lives, lil girl... to a girl who found it very hard to be school..to come face to face with the harsh reality of children and how mean they could be... and i got very insecure.. and allone etc..
i believe... that maby that night spirit guides came to my room, discussing me... if i was to go with them as the bright lil spirit i was before that might change, to keep me from experiancing this life... or to let me live and go trough some rough patches etc... and i believe that my mum came the midst of that discussion... and basically told em to keep their hand off of her lil girl... and by doing that giving the deciding vote letting me stay here. and i believe that dream i had of dying was that same night. because part of me was prolly preparing to leave earth... and than didnt.
i think that night... that split second..my mum gave me life for the second time.
i am wondering about the though....why so many? who where they? why where they so openly arguing? why where some grey/ blue and others white?
after my mum told em to buzz off...she later did realise that maby some of them where nice who where wathing over me.. so her mind she changed her statemnt to: the ones who are good to my baby, the ones who guide and protect her, you ofcourse are very welcome to stay...but if some of you wanted to do something negative.. than you will not come near my daughter again.
i think this is an amazing experiance that my mum had... and if anyone has any thouths on it... please post them here... i would love to know if you feel my believes about why they where my room and about my mum 'saving my life' basically...are correct..
and about who they where the fisrt place!
and a few years earlyer she crossed the road and almost gor hit by a car but she was stopped just time by a white being (guardian angel).
she just doent talk a lot about it, because she fears it a little.
last night we did talk about things like that... and she dicided to tell me the folowing;
when i was young, after bringing me to bed, my mum and my dad aswell used to open the door a few times to check if i was doing ok.
one night when i was about 6 years old, my mum decided that she wanted to see if i was sleeping ok...so she came downstairs and wanted to open my door.. but before she could even open it she heard noise... like people , arguing almost. she opened the door and saw about 8 tall figures my seemingly abou me and disagreeing... some where white..some where grayish/ blueish.. and the where around my bed while i was sleeping. discussing something aparently importand. my mu ofcourse a litle shocked thought very loudly her mind: BEAT IT!!!
and than they dissapeared. and i just kept sleeping.
she never saw anything like that ever again... but it sure was a pequillior experiance for her.
now i remember frtom about that same age..that one night i had a dream where i stopped breathing...i dreamt i was dying...my heart stopped...and than suddenly i wasnt anymore, and i was allive again. i was never all that convinced that this really was a dream... and i sometimes, today still, have a fear that my heart stops the middle of the night, and that i dont wake up.
now for some reason, whenever that fear came over me/ comes over me, i feel like being close to my mum...as if it wont happen than...
when i was 6, and i went to school... i changed. i went from an always open, very intuiitive, very touch with spirit, always touch with pervious lives, lil girl... to a girl who found it very hard to be school..to come face to face with the harsh reality of children and how mean they could be... and i got very insecure.. and allone etc..
i believe... that maby that night spirit guides came to my room, discussing me... if i was to go with them as the bright lil spirit i was before that might change, to keep me from experiancing this life... or to let me live and go trough some rough patches etc... and i believe that my mum came the midst of that discussion... and basically told em to keep their hand off of her lil girl... and by doing that giving the deciding vote letting me stay here. and i believe that dream i had of dying was that same night. because part of me was prolly preparing to leave earth... and than didnt.
i think that night... that split second..my mum gave me life for the second time.
i am wondering about the though....why so many? who where they? why where they so openly arguing? why where some grey/ blue and others white?
after my mum told em to buzz off...she later did realise that maby some of them where nice who where wathing over me.. so her mind she changed her statemnt to: the ones who are good to my baby, the ones who guide and protect her, you ofcourse are very welcome to stay...but if some of you wanted to do something negative.. than you will not come near my daughter again.
i think this is an amazing experiance that my mum had... and if anyone has any thouths on it... please post them here... i would love to know if you feel my believes about why they where my room and about my mum 'saving my life' basically...are correct..
and about who they where the fisrt place!
